CAN't SLEEP.

A lot of things are inevitable. Like, hmm.... the passing of time. Though we hate the thought of growing old, we can't avoid it. We will surely age and leave things behind. We will grow old, that's for sure... but growing up will always be another issue. It' s easier to keep things the way it used to be than to move on and let go of every thing that you've once considered your life... it's like the this-too-shall-pass phase of life. Almost everyone experience the same thing, it only differs on how we respond. I wish that growing up would be easy as changing clothes, but it won't and it will never be. Acceptance will always be the key.. but it is never easy. It takes a lot of guts, and of course heart, to fully accept every rainbow and shit in life. 

For me, to grow up means to look again, this time with a clearer vision brought by the lessons taught by the freakiest teacher ever, experience. Growing up doesn't promise a life with lesser pain, but it does promise a life of a renewed mindset. A paradigm shift, a life with a lot more dilemmas, but a life more worth living for. Growing up is painful, but it is always necessary. 

Kfine, I need to grow up. :))